All grown up!

I have to say turning 18, graduating, and leaving home is quite a rush!
I just finished my high-school years and started to plan my future and ask what God wanted me to do. Boy, He really heard me, now I'm in Arizona and trying to figure out why I was sent here. When you start to grow up you don't really feel it until you there and you have to make a choice . At times it can be so overwhelming( like am going to be able to pay rent this month or does this fit in my budget?) but at the same time you feel independent and free you can do things that reflect you and not have to worry about the people who might be affected by it , cuz: they won't be there. (not trying to sound rude ) But during this time is the best time to get your life in order, asking God what His next step for you is and Him watching you trying to succeed it and when you need help He will be there holding your hand and walking you through the hard steps then letting you walk on your own knowing that He has enough faith in you that you can do it on your own for a period. Sometime the journey with be tough and discouraging , but it builds a stronger relationship with you creator because you know and have the absolute faith that He doesn't forget about you and that He only lets us do thing on our own to make us stronger and towards the end He wants you to feel the glory that comes with Victory. And it makes you want to jump out of you seat just to give Him a praise of love and thanks. So in the end not only do you fulfill your task that he made for you but you also get to experience the joy and the reward that comes with it. So I just growing up isn't all that bad you just have to be read so when it comes you cam just go!